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I'm GOD, your God, the very God who rescued you from doom in Egypt,
Then fed you all you could eat, filled your hungry stomachs.
Psalm 81:10 (The Message)

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Attention

"When Jesus looked up and saw a great crowd coming toward him…"

"The loneliest I have ever felt was probably one Sunday after leaving my father in a County Jail. As a junior high student I experienced the loss of my father to a lifestyle of drug abuse. While my father is still living today, his spirit is gone and one Sunday not long after he was arrested for his first account he yelled at me from the other side of a glass wall. Seeing him in the prison clothes and hearing the unfamiliar tone of his voice and harshness of his words left me feeling so empty and alone." Cassi

"The loneliest I've ever felt was when my life hit bottom and I think it was when I decided there was not a God and he did not help me at all! My mom was too involved with drugs, alcohol and my step father was horrible! My sister had this boyfriend that annoyed me and it felt as if she cut herself off to the world and her whole world revolved around him. My dad was incarcerated and my friends did not understand! It was just a lot of bad situations all at once! Now that I have been saved I feel a lot better knowing that I'm not alone and He is there and struggling with me. I look at my past and realize it was all for a reason and my life would not be the same if I hadn't been alone or my troubles were just for me to grow!" Ashley

"Santa Claus Is Comin' To Town"

You better watch out
You better not cry
You better not pout
I'm telling you why

Santa Claus is coming to town
Santa Claus is coming to town
Santa Claus is coming to town

He's making a list,
Checking it twice;
Gonna find out who's naughty or nice.
Santa Claus is coming to town
Santa Claus is coming to town
Santa Claus is coming to town
He sees you when you're sleeping
He knows when you're awake
He knows if you've been bad or good
So be good for goodness sake

I don't know about you, but every time I hear this song, I get scared. Don't screw up, the message says, because Santa Claus is watching you and he's taking notes.

Even worse…he's coming to town. Sounds more like a Western than a jingle bell thought.
Of course this was all part of a huge parental conspiracy to manipulate children in order to get them to behave.

But it worked.

The tactic followed along the lines of this famous quote: Big Brother is watching.

Long before CBS rolled out endless seasons of a reality show with the same name, George Orwell came up with the expression in a book called 1984. Big Brother is the ever watching government of Oceania, which uses advanced technical devices and informants to monitor the activities of all of its citizens. If anyone gets out of line or tries to overthrow the government, the Ministry of Truth comes down on them hard. Cameras and audio equipment see every move. The residents are never alone.

1984 is a frightening look at a totalitarian government, similar to Cuba or China today. Interesting thing is Orwell wrote it in 1948. 194-8. 198-4. Get it? It's like the opposite! That's scary.

More recently, 2002, the Spielberg/Cruise movie "Minority Report" furthered this idea of an ever present governing body. This time they governed the mind. They used psychics or precogs to monitor crimes that would happen in the future.

WITWER
Look, I'm not with the ACLU on this Jeff. But let's not kid ourselves, we are arresting individuals who've broken no law.

JAD
But they will.

FLETCHER
The commission of the crime itself is absolute metaphysics. The Precogs see the future. And they're never wrong.

Both 1984 and "Minority Report" play off our deepest fears…someone is watching every thing we do.
I was in college in 1984. The idea of anyone watching the stuff I was doing absolutely frightens me. In fact, I worked hard to keep people from knowing all the misbehavior running rampant in my life. I certainly didn't want monitoring devices around my dorm room.

However, if I knew someone was watching, maybe things would be different. Maybe I wouldn't be so bad.

Gonna find out whose naughty and nice.

This whole idea of our government and private agencies watching us is ridiculous, right? Well…

Today cameras patrol intersections, trying to catch those who run red lights.

Monitoring systems line malls and heavily trafficked tourist areas.

Satellites watch our borders.

Custom officials have your picture, travel itineraries and criminal record.

Credit card companies track your buying habits.

Think about the technology that allows Google Earth to zoom into a picture of our houses. When I first played around with Google Earth, brought to me by my boys, I immediately zoomed into our house. There it was. Our property. Our fence line. Our roof. Driveway. Our big yellow floatation ring floating in the pool! I was like…what's going on here?

My sons were so laid back about it, like so what, big deal, we have satellite imagery. I sat speechless. Have we progressed this far that from my laptop I can zoom in and spy on the Queen in Buckingham Palace, a tribesman in Ethiopia, a coffee grower in Venezuela or my ex-girlfriend wherever she may be?

A few rolls of the mouse and bam, you can go any where you want.

Should this cause us to be afraid-that top secret government agencies possess the technology to zoom into my pool and see what color flotation ring I have?

But stop and think what good this technology has done.

The murders stopped and molesters apprehended.
The accidents prevented and lives saved.
Shop lifters detained.
Terrorists thwarted.
Identity thieves stopped.

A friend of mine got a call at 7:00 AM one morning. On the line was his credit card company asking if he had made three purchases on the Home Shopping Network that morning at 5:22 AM. He looked at his wife, snoring next to him, wondering if she was sleep-shopping. He said, "no." The credit card company told him that someone had stolen his credit card number and they would pursue an arrest.

"Have a good morning."

He sees you when you're sleeping.

Home security systems give us just that…security. I watched a friend's house while he was away. He gave me instructions on his security system which I forgot to punch in when I entered his house. After five minutes, alarms blared. Sirens screamed. I looked around in horror, trying to remember what I did wrong, then frantically pressing every combination of numbers popping into my head.

Suddenly I heard a voice in the room.

"What is the password?"

Where is that coming from, I thought. I scrambled around the house and found the instructions. I called out the password to the voice on the speaker. The man seemed appeased and thanked me. The alarms stopped.
Some twenty miles away, a man sat in his high-tech office and kept track of intruders in my friend's life.

Thankfully I was friendly and they didn't need to release the robot attack dogs which I believed were hidden behind the trap door in the walls.

He knows when you're awake.

We do find security in the fact that someone is watching over us.

We all want to be noticed.

How do you feel when you enter a store and no one says "hello" or "can I help you"?
Or a waitress who walks by your table and you need refills?
Or a teacher who calls on someone who put up their hand after yours?

Ignored. Overlooked. Forgotten.

We like to know that someone understands what we are going through, that sees our struggles and cares enough to pay attention. We all want someone's attention.

Moe's, a popular Mexican eatery, has its employees shout out when a new guest arrives, "Welcome to Moe's!" It's funny and a little awkward, but it's nice. Everybody in the store turns to you and says "Good to see you." Who wouldn't like that? Maybe the guy who just walked in to rob the place…

The story of the mass feeding begins with this verse:

Some time after this, Jesus crossed to the far shore of the Sea of Galilee (that is, the Sea of Tiberias), and a great crowd of people followed him because they saw the miraculous signs he had performed on the sick. Then Jesus went up on a mountainside and sat down with his disciples. The Jewish Passover Feast was near. When Jesus looked up and saw a great crowd coming toward him, he said to Philip, "Where shall we buy bread for these people to eat?" John 6:1-5

As Jesus worked the Jewish countryside, word got out about his abilities. Healing the sick tends to attract some attention. Jesus sat down on a mountain and looked out and saw the people. Immediately he knew what they wanted.

Some of them were hurting physically.
Some of them discouraged over the current totalitarian religious system.
Some of them chafing over Roman occupation.
Some mourning the loss of a loved one.
Some searching for answers.
Many were just plain hungry.

Whatever they faced, Jesus saw the need. He noticed their hunger.

We see this same heart for people during one of the greatest relocations in the Bible-the Jews moving from Egypt to the Promised Land.

After a long time, the king of Egypt died. The people of Israel groaned because they were slaves. They also cried out to God. Their cry for help went up to him. God heard their groans. He remembered his covenant with Abraham, Isaac and Jacob. So God looked on the Israelites with favor. He was concerned about them. Exodus 2:23-25

The LORD said to Moses, "I have heard the people of Israel talking about how unhappy they are. Tell them, 'When the sun goes down, you will eat meat. In the morning you will be filled with bread. Then you will know that I am the LORD your God.'" Exodus 16:11-12

We think when we complain and gripe about things that the only ones listening are those in our immediate audience. Truth is God listens too. He pays attention to our dissatisfaction, discontent and discouragement, from something as major as slavery to something as simple as daily hunger. He responds with concern.

Attention deficit disorder is the new "hot" psychological calamity suddenly effecting everyone on the planet. Those suffering from it can't keep focused or sit still. They bounce and twitch for long periods of time, unable to take tests or sit in long classes or meetings. (I would diagnose it as bad behavior or too much sugar/caffeine in the morning, but that's why I'm not a doctor.)

We all know people who greet you with the warmest welcome, then thirty seconds later their eyes wander over your shoulder and their body language shuts you off. They gives verbal responses of "Mmmm-hmmmm," "yeah," "I see," and "Oh, sure" which seem fake after awhile. The ears appear to be functioning, but the mind drifts elsewhere. Attention deficit disorder or just plain rude?

God focuses all of his attention on our situation. No disorders or distractions cause him to lose track of your needs.

Superhero comics and movies show the superheroes watching over a city, listening for cries of help. Once they hear it, they fly off and save the one in distress.

But what if the superheroes knew about the people's needs, but they chose to stay at home?

Seeing and knowing is one thing. Being present is another.

God not only sees our situation but He is present in our lives. One of greatest Psalms of comfort contains these words.

Even though I walk
through the darkest valley,
I will not be afraid.
You are with me.
Your shepherd's rod and staff
comfort me. Psalm 23:4

We don't have to be afraid. God is on the scene. And He's got a couple big sticks too.

The greatest comfort we can know is that God knows, God cares and God is there. He gives us his full and undivided attention.

Ever had a piece of Spyware stuck on your computer? This annoying little piece of software attaches itself to an email or downloads from a website invading your computer and sending pop-ups to your screen every minute. My laptop got infected and I couldn't go online because every minute I was closing pop-up windows. It got so bad, the Spyware worked when I was offline, opening blank screens and interrupting my typing.
I had to download four pieces of software from Microsoft, Dell, AOL and Ad-Ware to hunt down and destroy this little menace that knew when I was online and bothered me with its solicitation.

Temptations are like that. They sneak their way into your mind and send pop-up messages to you all the time that read:

"God's too busy for you."
"God doesn't see what you are doing."
"God could care less."

Erase those thoughts from your mainframe.

You matter so much that He can't take his eyes off you.

He can't stop thinking about you.

You, that one person in the crowd.

Maybe your stomach's grumbling or your spirit's hurting. He knows.

EVERY BREATH YOU TAKE
Every breath you take
Every move you make
Every bond you break
Every step you take
I'll be watching you

Every single day
Every word you say
Every game you play
Every night you stay
I'll be watching you

Oh, can't you see
You belong to me
How my poor heart aches
With every step you take

Every move you make
Every vow you break
Every smile you fake
Every claim you stake
I'll be watching you

Since you've gone I been lost without a trace
I dream at night I can only see your face
I look around but it's you I can't replace
I feel so cold and I long for your embrace
I keep crying baby, baby, please...

Oh, can't you see
You belong to me
How my poor heart aches
With every breath you take

Every move you make
Every vow you break
Every smile you fake
Every claim you stake
I'll be watching you

Every move you make
Every step you take
I'll be watching you

I'll be watching you
I'll be watching you
I'll be watching you
I'll be watching you...

Some think this song is from the point-of-view of a stalker. Go ahead and be cynical. I see it as a love song that attributes undivided attention with the heart of care. The lover's heart, soul, mind and strength are focused on the object of his desire.

During those days of Ramen Noodles, Mac and Cheese and Tuna Fish Sandwiches, those days before I was a Christian, a friend of mine named Jeff talked to me endlessly about God. I appreciated the discussions, but refused the invitations to commit, even at a Billy Graham crusade in Los Angeles. Yes, even Billy Graham couldn't get me to come forward. (My middle son, Brady, ironically, did walk forward at a Billy Graham Crusade in Tampa many years later)

Later, in another one of our late night discussions, my stubbornness melted with this one thought.
We were talking about the creation of the world and I always believed that God created the Earth. All of my questions of where does the universe end and when did the universe begin could only be found in God. So I believed in a creator God, but not a personal God.

Jeff said this to me, drawing on a little piece of scratch paper, which I still have: "So can a God who made the universe have the ability to know what is going on in the life of one person on the planet?"

Jeff, years before Google Earth, showed me that God could zoom in from a wide shot of the universe into my life. Just a couple clicks. He cared about my discouragement. He cared about my situation. He even cared about the color of my pool ring.

I realized then that God not only creates, but He loves what he creates. God's heart, soul, mind and strength are focused on the objects of his desire. Mankind.

Me.

"For God so loved the world…" begins John 3:16, "that He sent his one and only son to…"

The first item on God's menu for us is his complete and undivided attention.

He watches over us.
Checks up on us.
Guides us.
Loves us.
Saves us.
He sees us when we're sleeping.
He knows when we're awake.
This old hymn still rings true:

Why should I feel discouraged, why should the shadows come,
Why should my heart be lonely, and long for heaven and home,
When Jesus is my portion? My constant friend is He:
His eye is on the sparrow, and I know He watches me;
His eye is on the sparrow, and I know He watches me.
I sing because I'm happy,
I sing because I'm free,
For His eye is on the sparrow,
And I know He watches me.
"Let not your heart be troubled," His tender word I hear,
And resting on His goodness, I lose my doubts and fears;
Though by the path He leadeth, but one step I may see;
His eye is on the sparrow, and I know He watches me;
His eye is on the sparrow, and I know He watches me.
Whenever I am tempted, whenever clouds arise,
When songs give place to sighing, when hope within me dies,
I draw the closer to Him, from care He sets me free;
His eye is on the sparrow, and I know He watches me;
His eye is on the sparrow, and I know He watches me.

That same idea is reflected in Matthew 6:26.

"Look at the birds of the air. They don't plant or gather crops. They don't put away crops in storerooms. But your Father who is in heaven feeds them. Aren't you worth much more than they are?

If God pays attention to the hunger and needs of a simple bird, feeding it worms and bugs, don't you think He would pay attention to his finest and most beloved creation?

You.

"I feel blessed. At 23, I am at a point in my life that would never be possible without God. I have problems here and there that get me down -- but even when I feel lonely --- I am not alone. I know that God allows me to work through any struggle I have in order to be a better person, and to help the people that will also deal with the same kind of struggles in their life." Kat

TABLE TALK

1. How did you feel as a kid knowing Santa was watching you?
2. What encounters have you had with high tech security/surveillance equipment?
3. How do you feel going into a store/party/classroom and no one acknowledges you?
4. Who in your life pays the most attention to you?
5. How do you feel knowing God is paying attention to you? Why is that such a great promise?

 

© Troy Schmidt, 2009

 
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